starting the foundation degree

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hi, I am due to start the foundation degree in september after putting it on hold since last september due to family problems...........I was really looking forward to starting it after the last 14 years of hell..........was feeling confident, excited, energetic, on top of this world, nothing was going to knock me down again...............................then last night had my family telling me what a worthless piece of s... I was, fancying trying to better myself when im the scum of the earth etc.......i ignored it at 1st but after 6 hours of continuesly being told how useless as a person, mother, daughter, wife etc I was I now am not sure if the degree is right for me...............am I kidding myself that I can do it?am I that person my family described?.....my work colleagues dont think so, and nor does my partner but im having trouble lifting my chin out of the gutter today. ive spent most of the day in tearsand dont know what to do.....................